Tomorrow I have an early Sinterklaas (Sint Nicolas) party at my work.

We all had to buy a present and make a 'suprise' for a collegue. Which sucks, because I was the chosen one to think of something for my boss.

Of course, I waited until the very last moment (oh, soo me!) to figure out was I was going to make and how. Thats probably why it's midnight now, while my alarm goes off at 5.30 AM. I'm pretty proud of my result though, thought of the time I put into it.

Here are a couple of pics, the two presents are hidden inside. (Now you can guess what I bought her :-p)

( click me )

All I have to do now is make up a rhyme to go with it (thank God for the net!) and then I can finally go to bed....

Last week zamboni12 caught the creep who wanted to steel my purse. Thank you for that!!

Let's see what I did this year...

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last week I donated bone marrow to idreamedmusic in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In September I helped elialys see the light (8 points). Last Friday I bought porn for sql_girl (10 points). In August I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In May I put money in peridot_lines's expired parking meter (14 points). Overall, I've been nice (351 points). For Christmas I deserve a steamy GSR reunion! I think I speak on behalf of all us GSR fans at that point... It only took you three years for Booth and Brennan to have their naugthy scene. Took you eight to give Sara and Grissom their on-screen kiss and now you sent her on a soul search expedition!? Sincerely, bonnieaw

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

lol

Whoot!

Yesterday I've started a new fic. I was supposed to finish it today, but then I broke the code of my layout by accident and had to install a new one. It's not the way I want it yet, but we'll get there eventually.

Anyway, I just wrote a couple of hundred words, but it is definitely the most erotic and horny thing I've ever written. Should be ashamed ;) but I'm proud. Now just hope you guys will like it as much as I do haha.. I think I'm finished tonight or Wednesday, then I have to find someone to beta and then I'll post it. (Nervous already!!)

When I was putting the new mattress (Ikea :o) on my bed I made some pics of my room. I've made a lot of changes lately and I'm really happy with the result. Of course there are still some finishing touched yet to be made, but hey... Only human ;)

( Go check out that crib!! )

zamboni12 the last pic is for you!!! My Billy :-)

When my layout fell apart I made a couple of headers for it, all from the kiss scene ;)

( Show me the money )

Okay, I'm back to my smut... Have 90 minutes left until I have to run for my first aid class!

I have no idea what the hell I was thinking when my mother and grandmother asked me to come to the Ikea and I said yes. This for several reasons:

+ Going out with my mom and her mother is not cool.
+ Going to Ikea with a granny that just moved, not cool.
+ Listen to your mother ordering her in Holland boyfriend, in Egypt husband around, it doesn't get less cool than that.
+ Ikea on a Sunday, don't even go there.
+ My mother behind the wheel, may God have mercy.

( Please, remind me to never do that again! )

Okay, I need to do something to get my mood up again... Like writing GSR smut.

Whiehaa!!!

Going from 3 posts in 6 months to 2 a day.. :-)

Just watched Ratatouille, I just LOVE animation films!
This is definitely one of my favorites, with Madagascar and of course Shrek.

Thanks to Tanny (geekluvinskater) for bringing me inspiration with her Aladdin icons.

Teasers:



And I have a question for who ever still reads my journal ;)

Do you know a fancy name for a (baby) guinea pig? I'm thinking of Foxy for multiple reasons. One of them of course being my healthy appreciation towards Jorja Fox.
I'm thinking of getting a pet again because it's so damn silent and lonely in this house!!! I love living here, don't get me wrong... But having a little friend with me would be nice :-)

So, if you know a neat name!?

( Jeej for Ratatouille )

When I moved back here I had planned to do a lot of art, a lot of writing, update my journal often, and so on and so on..

As you all noticed (or not), it didn't really go according to plan (does it ever?) I'm having a really hard time at work, and I rapport my muse officially missing.
I have a couple of stories all finished in my head, but it just doesn't work on paper. I have hundreds of bases cropped for icons, but I can't get them finished as I want them to look.

Here you have a teaser for the icons I did manage to make....

1

2

3

There are 19, all CSI-ish. I've made some ages ago and hadn't posted them yet, some are new.

I'm really ashamed for my lousy posting, so I'm going to try (again) to do it better from now on.

( Icons Here )

Well hello,

Geez!! It's been long!! 4 months if I'm correct...

As most of you know, I left May 1st to help my ex-boss for the summer.. I lived there too, with Internet-access about 10 minutes a week.

I have to say, it's done me quite well.. I lost weight, have 5 times the energy I had when I went there and the sister of a colleague has a beauty-salon so I look healthier too :-).. Go there every 6 weeks, got my eyelashes painted and stuff.. Saves some time in the morning hehe.. :-p

Anyway, I kind of comming back to Amsterdam. I'm probably gonna keep working there for a while, but I'm moving back here because I was getting crazy in my little room under the platform of the riding school.

I've been looking for a house over there with a colleague and good friend of mine for over 3 months now, but they're either too expensive or too small. It's a really classy part of Holland, where all the Porches and BMW's are driving around. Therefor it isn't cheap to rent a place with our wages. So, got myself a car and I'm driving back and forth now.. (Starting next week when my car is back from France, lol..)

Wages, ugh, it's a good thing it's that good for my health to work there (and I like the work of course).. I work for yes, 800 Euro a month.. That's about 1120 US Dollar. Don't think I work my 40 hours for that money, oh no, I work about 50 in a quiet week.
Being 21 (yes, I'm 21 now ;-)) that not a good pay.


Since May I might have read 3 stories (short ones), so if anyone has any recommendations... Of course I won't ever be able to read everything that has been posted the last couple of months that I would have read normally, but I'm gonna try.

I haven't got time to do any writing or art yet, but I can't wait to start again.. When I've moved all my stuff and have settled in I'm gonna take my time for it :)

Okay well, just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive...

I'll be away until Sunday for the last time :) Then I'm staying (You have no idea how happy I am :p) First thing I'm going to do is my journal, looks a little bit neglected...

Hugs, Bonnie

No, your eyes aren't betraying you... It's really me!

Dear God, it's been over 6 weeks since my last update. April 29th it says.

I can´t believe it´s already been that long, it feels like I got here about 3 weeks ago. I´d really planned to sign in at least once a week, but it turned out to be a lot busier here then I expected.

Here you have a example of what my week looks like:

Monday I'm off!!
Tuesday I have to work from 2.30 PM until 11 PM, doing all kinds of stuff in the stables and playing bartender after 6.
Wednesday another day off whiee!
Thursday I have to start at 7.30 AM with the stables, followed with one or more trips to the forrest (on horseback) or teaching. Done at 7 PM.
Friday my day starts at 7.30 AM, only today we have to clean about 120 stables (yeah, sounds like fun doesn´t it :p) I have to work until 5 PM, doing a lot of different things.
On Saturday and Sunday I work the same hours as Friday, only those days are usually very hectic!

If I read it like this it doesn't sound that hard, but when you live at your work you don't just work the hours your supposed to. On my days off I stay over here and work with the young horses or go home real quick. I have to ride a couple of hours to get home so I don't go every time I don't have to work. Every night when I'm done with working I ride in one or two group lessons to practice my riding. Since I don't have my own horse anymore I have to take every opportunity I can to keep getting better.

I ride one several horses, but there's one in particula r I ride a lot. Her name is Image. She is a 17 jear old KWPN (Dutch Warm blood) horse.



Here's a link of the stable btw. I'm in the header!! lol 

I have a new pet! ;-) Urby, a 3 year old 'Shetlander' stallion.
He isn't saddle broken or even used to people yet, I'm starting with that in a week or so. But isn't it a beauty?



Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know I'm still alive out there and I miss all of you like crazy! If everything goes the way it should I'll be back online full time in September. Until then I'll try to post as much as possible, and read as much of all the other posts around here of course. (So much to read so little time:p)

I'm signed in at my boss' her computer now, I hope she isn't sending me away if she finds out about my second life, lol.

Well, see you soon!

Dear everyone,

Most of you probably already know, but my ex-boss asked me to help her out this summer. I absolutely love the work, so it didn't took me long to agree. I'm going up there the day after Queensday, May 1th, (please help me God :p).. It's nice to start on the first of the month, but that means I have to keep off the booze a bit (uh-hu) Monday.

I'm not really a Queensday kind of person btw, but Rianne missy_myra and a friend of hers are coming to the city for two days to see some concerts and just for seeing the fuzz of Queensday in Amsterdam instead of the tiny villages they're living in :p.

Okay, back to the point ;).. I'm going to live in an apartment next to the stables (here). I'll be living there with my (ex-)colleague and very good friend, so that can't go wrong ;). No internet there!!!! Aaah, fucking 4 months without my lifejuice! I'm going to try to head home every Friday (my day off) so I can check my mail, download the last epis CSI, chill etc. From May to July I'll be doing all round work and in July the summercamps will start. I'll be co-running a lot of those.

It's gonna sound pathetic and sentimental, but I'm really gonna miss all you guys! I made some awesome friends the last couple of months, and it's kind of a change to go from being online (almost) everyday to nothing. I really hope we'll be able to catch up when I'm coming back.

Ow, and, :p, if there are more people like gipsy (thank you sooo much for that hon!) out there, who feel the urge to send fics to my mail (info@bonniewolf.nl) I WOULD BE SOOOOO GRATEFUL!!! There might be a change that I can check my mail like every other day on my boss' computer.

Alrigthy, enough babble.. I've made some icons the last couple of days..

[19] William Petersen
[9] GSR, Jorja Fox, Marg Helgenberger

Farewell, Goodbye, have a nice life!! *sob* (lol, I'm gonna survive it!)


( Now, for the icons.. )

Found this at datnetie's journal... LoL.

-> Go to Google.com
-> Click on Maps.
-> Click on "get Directions".
-> From New York
-> To Paris

-> And read line # 23.

Uuuh... Yeah, you read it right.. I wonder if my car is gonna make that..

Title: Sweet Distraction.
Author: Bonnieaw.
Pairing: GSR.
Rating: R.
Word count: 210.
Spoilers: Nope.
Disclaimer: Yeah right, like I would write this if I owned them..

A/N: My responds to the suitcase prompt at gsrdrabbles. Big thanks to geekluvinskater for looking it over and her general support.

"You're. So .Cheating."


Title: Giving In.
Author: Bonnieaw.
Pairing: GSR.
Rating: R.
Word count: 267.
Spoilers: Nope.
Disclaimer: I don't even own the tie..
A/N: After my drabble earlier today </a></b></a>giwu gave me a new thing to work with. Mild bondage behind the link.

It all feels right now.

Title: Giving In.
Author: Bonnieaw.
Pairing: GSR.
Rating: R.
Word count: 267.
Spoilers: Nope.
Disclaimer: I don't even own the tie..

A/N: After my drabble earlier today </a></b></a>giwu gave me a new thing to work with. There had to be bondage involved and it had to be rated R. I kept it mild though ;-) Thanks to </a></b></a>peridot_lines for the quick and awesome beta! I also have to thank missy_myra for support. (What am I gonna do without all you guys?)

<a href="http://community.livejournal.com/geekfiction/540123.html">Giving In</a>

Yey! I wrote something again!! Sorry, it's not the long overdue gipsy challenge, but I hope it will do for now ;)

Title: Sweet Distraction.
Author: Bonnieaw.
Pairing: GSR.
Rating: R.
Word count: 210.
Spoilers: Nope.
Disclaimer: Yeah right, like I would write this if I owned them..

A/N: My responds to the suitcase prompt at gsrdrabbles. Big thanks to geekluvinskater for looking it over and her general support.

Sweet Dristraction

Title: Sweet Distraction.
Author: Bonnieaw.
Pairing: GSR.
Rating: R.
Word count: 210.
Spoilers: Nope.
Disclaimer: Yeah right, like I would write this if I owned them..

A/N: My responds to the suitcase prompt at gsrdrabbles. Big thanks to geekluvinskater for looking it over and her general support.

This is the first layout I made on request..I'm pretty happy about it ;-)

S2 Flexi Squares: CSI
Style: S2 Flexible Squares
Header Compatible: Yes
Nav Bar Compatible: Yes



Real size screenshot.


Feel free to install it or make a request!

So here is the Jorja one, I'm not as happy with it as I am with the first I did.. I think it has something to do with the header.. Fortunately the header can be changed at all times ;-)

S2 Smooth Sailing: Jorja Fox
Style: S2 Smooth Sailing
Header Compatible: Yes
Nav Bar Compatible: Yes


Full Size Screenshot


Again, feel free to use and credit me if you feel like it ;)

geekluvinskater and peridot_lines made me do their friend tests, so I thought it would be fun to make one too..
It's not that hard (I think, lol) so go try it!


Create your own Friend Test here

*Squee* I'm so proud of myself ;)
haha lol, I made my very first layout!

S2 Flexi Squares: William Petersen
Style: S2 Flexible Squares
Header Compatible: Yes
Nav Bar Compatible: Yes



Bigger screenshot
Live preview at giwu 's journal.

( How to install )
Feel free to install it, and you don't have to, but I'll love you if you credit me in your profile or something..

I really love making layouts (working on a Jorja Fox one at the moment) so I take requests too :-D.. Just let me know what you want and I'll send it over in a code ASAP.

Damn the weather was nice today!

I must have been something like 20º C (That's like 68º F) outside, and for this season, that's good! I didn't go outside before the temperature had dropped, but I did get to enjoy it in front of the open windows with my computer and a nice view. :-) It was the first of 3 days off after 9 days of work on my feet, so my day just couldn't get any better!!! They are predicting bad weather for next week though, so tomorrow I'm so going to the beach with the Borders Collies or something to get as much sun as possible..

Sitting next to the windows, I've managed to write a couple of paragraphs for the smut gipsy challenged me to write. I've been working on it for about three weeks now (if not more) and it's still not finished.. Man I'm a mess when it comes to finishing fics I start..

A friend of mine called me today to ask me if I could ride her horse for her.. It was nice to see a horse again :p and now I'm going to ride him every Monday, so at least I get SOME exercise.. lol
I hadn't been on a horse in ages, so my muscles are sore as hell now!

Okay anyway, It's almost 3 AM over here so I'm off to bed.. I just wanted to post the header/icons I just fixed :-D

teaser:



( Sex in a Tux )

Bye for now!

I found this meme at vegawriters journal and I wasn't tagged, just thought it would be fun to do it :-D

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next three sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.
6. Tag five other people to do the same. (I challenge you all to do it ;))


From: The Illustrated KamaSutra, The Classic Eastern Love Texts.

There's only one line on page 23: Study of love-texts was essential if a rich man with many wives was to keep them all satisfied (Rajasthan) This accompanied with a painting of one man having sex with 6 women. 1 with his mouth, number 2 and 3 with his hands, 4 and 5 with his toes and number 6 the usual way.. (Really, I ain't lying)

Since there was only one line, I took the liberty of using sentence 5 of page 25 too: When the girl accepts the embrace, the man should put a 'tambula' or screw of betel nut and betel leaves in her mouth, and if she will not take it, he should induce her to do so by conciliatory words, entreaties, oats, and kneeling at her feet, for it is a universal rule that however bashful or angry a woman may be, she never disregards a man's kneeling at her feet. Jeez, what a line ;)

Before you all think I'm some kind of pervert.. (Okay, you might think that anyway) I have this book here for research for a GSR fic. I wish I had some hot guy I could try it with, but no..